You are dressed as a governess or aunt - skirt and blouse or trouser suit. I have been sent to you for punishment, and the session starts with a long over the knee hand spanking 5 to 10 minutes). After the spanking I am put in the corner and told not to move. Next to me there is a chest of drawers or pile of laundry and I start to look through it, which you catch me doing. I am given another long spanking for disobedience and put back in the corner. Then you catch me again looking through the drawers or laundry but this time you see I have taken a pair of white cotton panties. You make me strip and put them on, and then spank me while I am wearing the white cotton panties. You then find a dress or skirt for me to wear (there is no need for a full makeover or shoes - just a simple dress is fine) and bend me over, lift up the skirt (leaving the panties on) and spank me. You could also put me over the bed (ideally it would be over an armchair or arm of a couch/sofa) and strap me over the panties at this point. It is having the skirt raised for punishment and being punished while wearing the panties that is key. Then I am put back in the corner and told not to move. You then pretend to leave the room for 5 minutes or so, or until you sense that I have messed myself. At that point you come over and ask about the puddle on the floor, or what the smell is. I don't answer so you pull up my skirt and inspect me front and back. Then I am pulled over to the spanking bench and tied over it. You then cane me while I am still wearing the messy panties. You could also blindfold me at this point.
I look forward to hearing back from you,
Jane
Good Evening Mistress/Mommy,
My name is jimmy (Jim) and I found your advertisement online and I feel that you would be perfect for me. My interests involve wearing diapers and plastic or rubber pants (I have both), wetting the bed and sleeping on a rubber or plastic sheet. Spanking and strapping for wetting is also erotic. I would also like to be forced to kiss and tongue mommy's bum hole and receive a golden shower. Mommy may wear latex panties or pants if she would be so inclined. I am a bit nervous, so please bear with me... I want to be scolded for wetting the bed and trying to cover it up without mommy knowing. When I return home from school, I am met at the door by an angry mommy with some nasty discipline methods in store for her boy..I will come with a full bladder and I will be sure to drink plenty of water the day before so that my urine will not be too smelly.GJ
And then….
Hello Again,
Thank you for getting back to me so quickly. I'm sorry if I stepped out of line when I asked to kiss your bum.I would like the golden shower to be over my head and mouth area and on my crotch, while I am masturbating, quite near the end of the session. Please use it as an humiliation as part of my punishment for wetting the bed.I want to be scolded for my repeated bed wetting and pants wetting habit. "what did I tell you would happen the next time you pissed your bed" "From now on when you get home from school. you will go to your room and strip down and wait for me""It's back to diapers for you young man"No toilet privelidges, I must use the diaper.. I don't like to poo in my diaper, just pee. As you get to know me maybe sometime you can make me poo as an humiliation, something to think about. I like to feel the plastic pants and I real would like you to check me often and rub me on top of the pants as well. I would like to be about 12 or 13 years old if possible and although I have not had much experience with receiving the strap, I do prefer it over hand spanking. I would like to spanked and strapped as a punishment. I use a strap when I am role-playing with my wife but she does not spank me in return. I will bring some diapers and pants with me. Do you have any disposable
diapers? You can call me asshole, little shit, diaperboy...
And then…….
Good Afternoon Veronika, Where do I start!!!!! I will start by saying that i thought you are stunningly beautiful. You are caring, considerate, strict and awesome... I will tell you that I received much more than I expected for a first session. You seem to be able to read a persons body language very well and I would consider you a natural dominatrix, without doubt. I was particularly happy with my G/S and found it to be very erotic (hope you got the mess cleaned up alright!) You played the mommy part very well and I felt that I was actually being punished by my mommy. The spanking was excellent and I can still feel it today (Saturday) I will definitely be coming to see you again. I have no doubt that our sessions will be erotic, fulfilling and exceptional. I loved your verbal communication, scolding and erotic talk while you were disciplining me. I was especially pleased with the comments about having a female diaper companion to play with and the things that we could do together...
Regards, Gj
Hello Mummy Harley,
You asked me about what I am looking for. I have a huge baby fetish that has been generally unexplored. In my fantasy I am a little baby girl. If I had to pick a theme off your web page that most suited what I want it would be: Nurturing: youth craves maternal praise, enjoys feeling helpless, needy and dependant on loving caretaker
But with some very sweet and loving verbal humilation included.
Any story I have ever read that really turns me on, the female character has a lot of affection for the baby, but also loves to make fun of him in a very sweet way. IE: "you love your pretty pink panties...don't you sissy boy?" or " Go ahead and suck on it, mommy will still love you....etc"
I think you get the point. lol
Not sure what else you need to know. But thank you for your patience. My trying to arrange this is very difficult, but I am doing my best. At the very worst, I am going to start using your online/distance options.
I have never seen a mommy as beautiful as you - most are not attractive and that is why I have never tried to explore this further in person with someone else.
Thank you again
Baby Susan
Hello Mistress Harley,
I was too excited to wait for your answers to my questions...so I thought I'd just send you my fantasy.
I arrive at your playspace where I am met by my sexy, teasing, but strict babysitter. I have an extremely full bladder, but that doesn't stop me from being the horny teenager I am. After you greet me and invite me in, I make the mistake of touching your bottom. You are very unhappy with me and decide to teach me a lesson. You drag me across your lap for a quick warm up over the knee spanking. After demanding I take my clothes off, you spread and immobilize me in the standing position with a leg spreader. My hands and arms are also bound so that I am neither able to ward off what is in store for me, or try to prevent myself from losing control of my bladder. With the cane you begin to teach me a lesson. I probably need to be gagged for this. Unfortunately for me, I have a very small bladder and need to go to the bathroom very bad. I have also never experienced the cane and at some point I imagine I will not be able to control my bladder and will leak on the floor. This has you furious and you decide to take things in a totally different direction. You want to teach me all about controling ones bodily functions.
I am strapped down on the exam table. My eyes grow wide as you bring out various medical implements. First you insert a catheter...keeping it closed to show me who is in control of my bladder now. Next you insert an enema nozzle...I'm confused because the bag is empty. I quickly understand what is going on when you put the end of the catheter tube in to the open top enema. You open my catheter and the pee travels through the catheter in to the enema bag and drains back in to my ass. You tell me you will show me how grownups pee...not on the floor like a baby...at that you crouch over my mouth and demand that I drink your entire bladder full of pee. I don't dare loose any as I can't imagine the consequences. When my pee enema has drained in to me, you tell me there wasn't enough in there, since I left some on your floor and you top the bag back up with warm water. As that slowly drains in to me, you seem to be starting to soften up a bit and getting back to your sexy self. You tell me when my enema is done, if I show you I can hold it, you will allow me to cum. Of course, I will have to clean it up after in some degrading fashion...off a dildo or something like that. Depending on my performance throughout our session you decide on whether or not I am allowed to expel, or go home in a diaper.
Well...there it is. Hopefully you love it. It really excites me a lot.thanks, xox
i been a adult baby all my life. i am a sissybabyboy looking for a mommy to care for me like my other mommy did. i lost my mommy not to long ago. i want a mommy forever. i need tlc full-time and be a baby 24/7. i eat baby food, drink baby formula, from a baby bottle sit in a high chair sleep in crib play in playpen ride in a baby stoller suck on a pacifier and have my diaper change on changing table. i would like to be your baby girl for ever. i will do what you say and do what you tell what to do.i would like to be your baby girl. mommy dress me in pink ruffles dress with pink ruffles & panties, put them over my diaper and also put pink rubber and pink latex pants over my diaper. i want a bonnet on my head, little pink booties on my feet and a pink pacifier.i been a baby girl all my life and i would like to be your little baby girl to just like was for my mommy i just lost. Thank you.
i have picked up the phone several times to try and call you but i have not had the courage to so far. So i thought an e-mail would be a much easier way to contact you. i have a weird fetish and would find it very difficult, embarrassing and humiliating to discuss with anyone. i have been struggling with it since i was about 5 years old, and i am now 42 and i still have an even stronger desire than i did as a child. i feel stupid, wierd and utterly ashamed at what i am about to tell you, but i hope you understand. Ever since i was young i have had a strong desire to dress and act as a little girl. i can't understand where this desire came from as i was never forcibly dressed as a child, and i have tried many times over the years to sop, but have been unable to. The desire is so strong now that most nights when i come home, i totally dress as a little girl, and live a fantasy world behind my closed doors. i know it is weird, it is strange, and it is definitely not normal. i have now come to the point where i would like to be totally treated as a little girl by a mommy, and on reading through You website i think that you would definitely understand someone like me, and make the experience totally real. my fantasy would involve maybe being mean or nasty to a little girl, and as a punishment being forced to wear panties, tights, dress, and play with dolls. or i could have been an unfaithful husband who is punished by his wife by being forced to dress as a little girl.i would definitely love to bring my dress-up clothes, i have lots including dresses, panties, tights, frilly ankle socks, leotards, ballet tutu, catholic schoolgirl uniform and a brownie uniform. sorry for going on so long. i would love to hear from you, and maybe chat, and arrange a session.
regards, MD
How I Discovered My Fetish - Baby Sissy-Sandie
i am an adult baby (50-some years old), very submissive and love to be dominated, punished, ordered around, etc. i'm from out of town, but i come to Van quite often. I'd am very interested in doing a session with you. Longer would be better i think. Lately i'm really turned on by a dominant, gorgeous wife (Mommy) who cuckolds me cause i've got a teeny baby dick and diapers me and dresses me up like a little sissy cause she says i act like a baby and i'm not a real man in any way. i enjoy being controlled and disciplined and comforted just like a mommy would treat a baby. Oh and i like using my diapers, too (blush). I wet the bed until I was 18. My mom put a plastic sheet on my bed and I just kept wetting. I loved just regressing and feeling the warm pee soaking into my pj’s and bed sheets, I got a lot of teasing from the rest of the family, but the humiliation kind of excited me. At the same time, I started wearing my sister and mother’s panties, pantyhose, dresses, etc., whenever I was home alone. Also, when I was young I used to have really long hair down past my shoulders. I loved that and used to fantasize being a sissy gurl. I don’t know why I’m turned on by this kind of thing, but its part of me and I can’t shake it. Strong women make me go weak in the knees. I secretly worship women; I think they are superior—physically, intellectually and emotionally. I worship my wife, but she doesn’t like fawning men. Now she just tolerates me. Being submissive just seems to be me. Being treated as a compliant, infantile, prissy, bimbo, sissy, slave just really excites me. Luv & Kisses, Baby Sissy-Sandie
Panty Messer Fantasy Sent In....
My fantasy would run somewhere along these lines: I have been sent to see you (aunt, headmistress type figure), or you have been assigned to look over me (governess, baby sitter type figure) as my attitude is poor, and I am not showing enough respect to authority figures. You let me know why I am there, what the consequences are for poor behaviour, and that you intend to train me into being better behaved. The session could start with my being spanked as a warning to what will follow if I don't behave. I am then stood in the corner with my trousers around my ankles while you leave the room. When you return I am caught in the act of masturbating over a pair of panties I have taken from your drawer. You punish me again, perhaps by coming straight over to me, grabbing my arm, turning me round, bending me over, securing me in place with an arm around my waist and laying into my backside with your hand. Perhaps you then leave me bent over and fetch a strap or paddle to drive the lesson home. You then decide that as I am so keen on ladies underclothes that I can be dressed as one. Perhaps being humiliated like that will teach me a lesson. You put me in a pair of cotton panties and perhaps a pair of plastic panties outside those. Then a school-girls uniform, or maid’s uniform, or even sissy dress depending on what course the rest of the session is going to take. My attitude is still poor so I am bent over, skirts raised, and spanked across my pantied bottom. I am then sent to stand in the corner. While I am in the corner I soil myself. When you smell something is amiss you come and inspect me, front and back, scold me and tie me across the spanking bench for a caning, with the dirty panties still on (important part of the fantasy, that I am still wearing the messy panties when you cane me!) You then leave me tied across the bench for a short while, perhaps after blindfolding me. This could start with my being stripped naked and examined, before being spanked, cross dressed and then subjected to CP before being restrained and then finally caned. I have never been diapered before but perhaps that could be the conclusion to the scene, as punishment for having soiled myself earlier. Alternatively, you could send me to clean myself up and then tie me to the bed for a strap-on fucking. Ending the scene with a strap on being used on me would be great.
In Mummy's Words - Sissy Baby Joanie’s Experience
SB Joanie has been a regular for some time now and usually has no problem soiling with the right amount of prune juice an hour prior to meeting. On this particular occasion – the desire to push never came. Our session began with slow diapering, slow slathering of Vaseline and a very liberal sprinkling of baby powder all over, concentrating on his sweet little bottom. SB was dressed in one disposable diaper and one very big thick clothe one. Barely covering his huge behind, nude pantyhose looked particularly darling; over those, were pink plastic pants decorated with bunnies. A short flowered dress with a blow in the back was pulled over SB’s head. I allowed him to check out his mirrored reflection before tying him down to the bed face up. I instructed him to pee, when he couldn’t he was blindfolded and deprived him of the vision of his beautiful Mummy. I held a bottle to his mouth and he suckled – but not fast enough. I freed one hand for him to hold his baba with. A few minutes later, he still couldn’t pee. One big warm glass of Mistress nectar was poured down the front of his diaper. I refilled his bottle as punishment, forcing him to drink more, then allowed him to rub his plastic pants in the front, on the outside. Next, a vibrator was shoved under the cloth diaper and over the disposable – I positioned it next to his tiny pee-wee bulge. A few minutes later, once his bottle was almost drained, I removed his bindings, flipped him over to his stomach and tied him down again tight. A dildo was stuck in his mouth, and I threatened to shove it in his virgin-pussy ass if he didn’t suck good enough. Growing quite excited, he started wiggling against the bed. In a very mean voice, I once again told him to make wee-wee, and, once again he couldn’t - so another glass of nectar was poured in to his diaper – this time down the back. He wiggled more. I reached in to his diaper and pulled out the vibrator. “Push,” I commanded, but he couldn’t produce. I used the skirt to wipe up nectar from his back, then pulled it over his head, covering his nose. “Inhale deeply – and suck better – or you know what will happen…” He whimpered, scared I’d shove the dildo in his ass. Instead, I left the room to whip up a big bowl of warm Pablum which was then poured all down the back of his diaper – it oozed slowly down his butt-crevice. He really started wiggling then. It was appearing that he was enjoying himself all too much, so I untied him, flipped him over and secured all his binds tight again. “Pee,” I commanded, but he still could not. I poured another glass of nectar down the front of his diaper, covering his pee-wee with the warm juice. I enjoyed the scene, watching him moan and enjoy the warm sloppy mess. I cranked up the nursery lullabies and freed one of his hands, which I slid it down in to the front of his diaper. I removed his blindfold and allowed him to watch himself in a mirror strategically placed nearby. He squirted in his diaper with the hem of his pissy skirt clenched in his teeth. What a good little sissy!
Mistress Veronika, I’ve thought it over and here is the fantasy I would envision taking place upon our meeting… I would come in, we would chat a bit, get to know each other and calm my nerves in the process. As you get changed I will probably have a bit of a drink. Once you arrive I could be ordered to strip naked so you can inspect me thoroughly (as mentioned on your site that you typically do). I would definitely not be opposed to the full body cavity inspection as well. I would then like to kiss your feet worshiping them, sucking on them for a bit. That would lead into light spanking to start while on all fours…leading into heavier and heavier corporal punishment. Bondage to your bench or cross would follow with light working up to heavy cbt (weights, whipping, spanking of the balls). Flogged, paddled, and whipped perhaps a little bit with the single tail if you have one. My legs spread wide with the spreader bar, my balls slapped. I want to know your power…feel it in every strike. Essentially I want to be broken, debased ….my will removed. Call me a slut, a whore, take away my manhood. What this does is makes me a blank slate for you to work with, an empty canvass. Once I’ve been broken, and left in a sweaty, bruised heap on the floor…I’m ready for the next step. Once phase one was completed, phase two would be to be cuddled, held tight, told it was everything was going to be ok. Held every so tightly in your warm soothing caress….when the words slip from your mouth that “mommy will take care of you”. I am now your child, your little baby. Ready to be put in my pampers, the baby oil spread over my bottom along with the baby powder. “Mommy love diapering her little girl” you say. I’m put in my crib to play with my little plush toys and dollies while you prepare to breast feed me. I want to make you proud and poo in my diapers if that’s what you want….so whatever that may take to have that happen. If it does, I’d be bathed and washed clean, inside and out. Phase two is done, I’ve grown up a bit and you dress me in little panties. Mommy now wants to show me how to dress like a pretty girl. My frilly little panties on and a cute little dress, you walk me around showing me how to act properly. So that also means taping my cock back to show my pretty little pussy. Taking me over your knee and pulling my panties down and spanking me to teach me to learn how to act just the way you want. You notice that your little girl needs to be a bit smoother all over….so you strip her naked and apply creams to her body to make her completely smooth everywhere…preparing her to grow up into a beautiful young woman. The next phase starts as you look down and admire how beautiful your daughter has grown all smooth and naked in front of you. You talk to her about boys, and growing up around them. Mommy is a bit promiscuous herself and wants to teach her girl hot to behave and attract boys, how to kiss properly, what kind of clothing to wear around them. She lets her daughter borrow her panties and try them on, puts her in a bra and shows her how to stuff it just right to make her daughter look full and attractive. The make up is next, and the proper hair piece. Perfumes are spread all over, it’s important to smell nice too. Finally a short sexy skirt and cute top is pulled out and mother helps her daughter into it. How gorgeous she looks, mother and help but admire how nicely her daughter has come along. Mother shows her how to walk and talk properly. How to behave like a proper woman. But does she know how to fuck and suck the cocks of all the boys that will chase her? Perhaps she needs a lesson. Mother pulls out her strap-on dildo while stripping off her top and bottom clothing she orders her daughter to strip down to her lingerie too. “Suck the cock dear, you need to learn how to do this just right, I will slap you if you do it wrong”. Once her daughter has learned to suck properly it’s time to fuck….mother bends her over her bench, her ass and “pussy” in the air. Using nice warming lube she makes her daughter all wet inside….before sliding in slowly but surely….finally fucking her hard…getting into it so much she feels like raping her. He daughter crying out and the tears flowing, mother spanks her hard telling her to just take it like a good girl. After mother pulls out she makes her daughter suck her cock again for good measure. Final phase, mother takes her daughter in her arms and cuddles her again, telling her everything will be ok. “We need to clean you out now again though after that vigorous fucking”. “Call mother Mistress now”. Daughter acknowledges, “yes Mistress”. Mistress wants to show the girl in front of her now who she belongs to. “I want you to know it was me that fucked you up the ass, up your little pussy” . She pulls out a funnel and inserts it inside and proceeds to urinate inside the funnel till it drips out. I am then told to go and let it drip out in the toilet where Mistress follows and makes me lay out in the tub to put her finally mark on her, her scent and taste. She urinates all over me making me open my mouth to fill it up while passing all over. Calling me her property and her slut for the day the whole time. For her final amusement I am told to kneel at her feet and to stroke my cock so that I spill my seed all over her shoes. I’m then made to lick them 100% clean. She then allows me to shower and clean off. We hug, and I purchase a final souvenir from Mistress…a warn pair of her panties, her scent still fresh on them.
Well….there you go….that’s what I had envisioned…a scene that “takes me through the ages” from baby to grown woman/teenage girl so to speak. A bit of a different take on feminization but the whole time I would be a girl with the exception of the start where I need to be broken down in order to be transformed. J.
Dear Mommy Veronika, I am a 29 year old virgin, and I have a HUGE adult baby fetish. I have always wanted to explore my diaper fetish with a beautiful goddess such as yourself. As a teenager I used to wet the bed alot and as I went through puberty it turned into erotic/fetish play. I wear disposable diapers for fun now, and I usually only wet them. I have worn diapers under my clothes in public a few times, in my car, and even to the movies. Only rarely do I go poopy in my diapers, I do enjoy the sensation but the cleanup and smell turns me off a bit. I have never been able to share my diaper fetish and role play fantasies with anyone before. I would love to explore these fetishes with you. I am willing and eager to experiment and have my limits tested. However, I do have a strong aversion to piss or poo eating scenarios, I cannot do that sort of thing, it would simply make me sick, so I do not want to go there. I do enjoy diaper wettings (maybe poopies), bdsm restraints, dog collar and leash puppy training, mild to severe spanking, OTK spankings, beltings, and I would like to try caning (my ass only). I absolutely LOVE to be verbally humiliated especially while wearing/wetting diapers. I have a rather small size penis (about 4 inches hard, and usually under 2 inches most of the time) and I get REALLY turned on by small penis humiliation, mocking, teasing, laughing at my dinky, etc. I find it highly erotic to listen to girls and women chat about penis size, how size matters and what they think about circumcision. Just hearing a woman say the word circumcision or neutered makes me horny! This might sound weird but I actually enjoy masturbating when my penis is very soft, it is very tiny and I barely need two fingers when it's that small, I would LOVE to be verbally teased while stroking my pinky size, baby dick. There are many terms of endearment I can think of for a tiny penis, please feel free to use any or all of them. Babydick, teeny weeny, microdick, pinky dinky, dicklet, wee weeny, lil peanut, pee wee, mr. tiny, inch worm,gherkin, shrimp dick, mini me, etc.
Here is a link to a chart with "micro" penis sizes - http://www.drgreene.com/21_652.html - I love the idea of being smaller than many 8 year old boys.
I would like to experiment more with CBT and anal play. I do own a chastity device for tease and denial fantasies, and I would like to try ball crushing, with my arms in restraints and/or ball kicking with no way to protect myself. I am not really into rope bondage unless it restricts my arms and legs somehow, ropes around my dick and balls aren't really a turn on for me, besides you'd need really tiny knots.
Please push my boundaries with regards to pain (CBT, ball crushing, ball spanking, ass spanking, ball kicking etc. Push boundaries with diapers, make my bladder BURST and lose all control, force me with LOTS of teasing to make poopies like a real baby, force feed me yucky babyfoods and baby medicines no matter how much I object to them.
I have thought of three or four adult baby scenarios that I find highly erotic. I would love to explore these fantasies with you:
1) Role Play: Sexy Mommy and new baby
I come home to find a sexy Mommy (Wife or Girlfriend) dressed in a corset and stockings and high heels or a sexy summer dress with high heels and seamed stockings. She laughs at my surprise and starts to order me around, she is tired of my useless tiny dick and has decided to put me in my place and cuckold me with her new stud Jamaal. She decides to diaper me as a form of punishment for being a sissy bedwetter and to remind me of my tiny penis, no bigger than a baby's. Once gagged with a ball gag, I cannot speak or beg for forgiveness anymore, I can only make gurgling whimpering sounds, she tickles and teases me while changing me into disposable diapers and baby clothes. She tickles my chin playfully and taunts my tiny penis as she dusts it with baby powder. "You're not a man anymore. . . . you're just a baby . . . . you've always had a babydick and you wet yourself every night so it's time you started acting your age,your REAL age! *laughs* From now on you are going to be diapered like a baby! No underwear for you anymore, I threw them all away!" My new Mistress/Mommy forces me to crawl on my hands and knees, she collars me like a dog and fastens the leash, with a tug she makes me follow her sexy legs and feet, crawling with my thickly padded diaper is awkward but I try my best since she swishes a riding crop menacingly through the air. The teasing and tormenting continues into the kitchen where I am strapped into a high chair, bibbed and forced to suck on a pacifier while she fixes lunch. She holds my baby bottle of milk for me and forces me to suck it, verbally teasing and humiliating me the entire time. I stare at her plump tantalizing cleavage just out of reach, she notices and smirks, with her flirty voice she teases saying that only real men like Jamaal will get to touch her from now on, babies like me don’t get any sexual pleasures. For lunch I am force fed with a spoon REAL babyfood, from real babyfood jars, she teases and giggles as I make yucky food faces and drool like a baby. Jar after jar after jar is force fed into my mouth. She pinches my nose and forces me to "open wide for your nummy nums!" she says with glee. "Good boy!" she squeals like a proud new mommy. I learn quickly that I have to do what mommy says, no mater how humiliating, she laughs at my frustrations and embarassment, and teases more with every mush filled spoon. Soon after lunch I notice my bladder filling up and I can't hold it much longer, I try to hold it in, but can't restrain myself and I wet my diaper. "Awww did my little snookums make a wee wee in his diaper? Let me check, there's your little pee pee, it's so cute!" she teases. As my Mommy changes my diaper she mocks and laughs at my tiny baby size dicklet. I get wiped up and baby powdered and changed into a new diaper. She pats my bum and says "there you go baby" I get put in the playpen with a baby bottle of milk, and listen to my Mistress as she calls her new stud boyfriend, I listen to her chat on the phone and she laughs at how easily she has subjugated me into my new baby role. When she comes back to the playpen she picks up the dog leash and tugs me towards her, "are you wet again little boy? Hmmmm? *smirk + giggle* Jamaal will be coming over tonight, he will be fucking me in my bed, while you sleep in your new crib. Sorry baby, little diaper boys like you don't get to sleep in big people beds. I need a REAL man to satisfy me, over and over again, and again . . . . and again. Your little teensy weeny is like not even one quarter the size of Jamaal's! *laugh* Oh, by the way, next time you wet your diaper, I wont be changing you so quickly, *evil grin* Real babies make poopies in their diapers . . . . you want to be a REAL baby don't you?" *giggle* Before bedtime in my crib my new Mistress/Mommy reads me a bedtime story with lots of cuddling, she even lets me suckle from her lacy bra rubber nipples ("breastfeeding") or holds my babybottle for me while I suck on the warm milk. For naptime, I am left in bondage and diapers, unable to touch myself or prevent what will eventually happen in my diapers. A short while later I awake, with a wet diaper and a smiling Mommy petting my hair, "did my little honey bunch make a pee pee? Awwwww, does he need to go poopy? You do? C'mon little baby, you can do it! Push . . . that's it . . . .c'mon . . . that's a good boy . . . . make a big poopy for Mommy!!" ( *poopy only if I actually need to go or want to*) "Good boy!!! What a big messy poopy, you are my little poopy diaper machine arent you? No more potty for you, EVER!"
2) Role Play: Nurse/patient - circumcision for baby.
The sexy nurse in her tight white uniform, white stockings and busty cleavage enters the nursery, she's flirty and naughty, her wicked smile revealing her evil intentions. The newborn boy has no idea what's in store for him, his protective little diaper is expertly removed by her delicate hands. She inspects his baby size penis and giggles. She measures and toys with it and teases the defenseless boy about his ugly "baby skin" covering the tip. Without warning the sexy nurse immobilizes the baby boy, she straps him down with leg and wrist restraints and a tight belt across his heaving chest. With a teasing smile she gags her victim so his cries cannot be heard by anyone outside the room. The sexy nurse collects her medical tools on a tray and polishes the shiny steel blades and clamps, the smirking smile on her face makes the baby boy cringe with fear. She preps the baby for his operation, wiping his tiny balls and tiny penis clean then she wipes on some disinfectant all over his micro penis. "It's time to snip the tip of your little weeny!" She says with glee. The nurse notices the struggling baby and he's obviously scared, she teases him and pets his hair while whispering into his ear "don't worry baby. . . . it won't hurt much . . . . it's only a tiny bit of skin . . . . just a quick little snip snip and it will be all gone *giggle* You're gonna be a good boy right? Good baby boys all get their penises cut . . . . There, there, poor baby I'll cut that nasty foreskin off your tiny pee pee . . . . You aren't gonna cry are you? . . . . REAL babies get snipped without any pain killers . . . . you're a real baby right?" The nurse pinches the baby boy's foreskin HARD with finger nails and teases, she slaps is balls HARD, she spanks balls with a riding crop, his arms and legs spread eagled, he cannot defend himself, he cries and whimpers as she laughs and continues to punish his penis and balls. She stands over his face so he can look up her skirt while she slaps and slaps and slaps his aching balls. He writhes in pain while she laughs and giggles, she verbally teases some more, "good baby" are you getting all hot and bothered?" Maybe I should check your temperature? She lubes up a thick and long thermometer and slowly penetrates his baby ass. He squirms in discomfort and she giggles. After the medical visit the nurse re-diapers the baby and teases him about his newly cut penis, giving him a big hug and a kiss on the forehead "good boy" she says.
3) Role Play: Sexy Teen Babysitter and micro-dick baby
The sexy teen babysitter has come over to watch baby while his wife is out fucking a real man stud. She is a bubblegum popping, chatty, cute and flirty, teasing, girly girl, with a naughty sense of humour. The babysitter loves to tease a humiliate loser boys, she verbally humiliates me constantly. While changing my diapers she measures my baby dick with a ruler and laughs at me! She goes online and checks a small penis size chart and laughs and teases because I'm smaller than an 8 year old boy! "you sure have a microdick . . . .did you ever go through puberty loser?" She decides to take pictures with her cell phone to show all her girlfriends! She also teases me about not having any "big boy hairs" down there and peanut size balls! After wetting myself and getting changed by the babysitter into a new diaper I crawl following her around, she wants to watch TV and I try to look up her skirt and snuggle with her but she gets mad and instead I am thrown over her knee for a OTK spanking. She rips off my diapers and smacks my bare ass while I cry and wail like a tiny baby. She spanks and spanks and spanks, it seems like it will never end. My ass is red and sore, covered with welts from the ruler/belt/hairbrush/paddle she used to punish me. I get put into a playpen and whimper there rubbing my sore ass in my diaper. Meanwhile the babysitter watches porn dvd's with big black men and their 12 inch cocks while she masturbates with her favorite dildo, and chats on the phone. I am stuck in a playpen gagged, with baby toys all around and hands prevented from touching my tiny dick even though I'd love to jerk off as I watch the babysitter jilling off with the DVD playing and she cums and cums and cums. Her sexy pussy is filled with a BIG, LONG dildo, she squeals and moans with pleasure while I am stuck in diapers, unable to pleasure myself, denied everything a man would want, I suffer and cry and I wet myself like a real baby, because that's what I am.
4) Role Play: Dog Slave and diapers
A lingerie clad Mistress diapers and collars her new slave. He is just a puppy and must learn to behave. She tugs on his leash and leads him around the apartment. She orders him to sit and stay and heel whenever she desires. She forces him to learn doggy tricks and disciplines him with a leather strap. When he does the tricks properly he is rewarded with a treat that he must eat out of the palm of her hand (peanut M&M?). The new puppy is trained to drink from a dog dish bowl and eat food (not real dog food) from a bowl as well. The puppy slave must stay on all fours and crawl like a real doggy. He enjoys a wonderful view up his Mistresses' legs and skirts, but he can never get closer than a sniff of her succulent pussy. Mistress must train her new puppy to be house trained, but the diapers will suffice for now. She shows her new puppy how she sits on the potty and pisses into the bowl. Puppy wets his diapers though, and she scolds him for being a bad boy. Puppy is changed while on all fours, and Mistress inspects his balls and tiny dick. She teases him that he is quite small, she might take him to the Vet to get neutered! "Don't worry puppy," she teases "it won't hurt a bit, just a quick snip snip and they are all gone!"
***If you grant me permission for a "happy ending" I would love to squirt my baby goo into a dog dish and get forced to lick it up, OR even better, into a baby bowl and spoon fed my own spermies***JohnJohn
Dear Mistress - here is the dream I had that started my diapering fetish:
It starts off where I am in my bedroom asleep. I was sleeping like a baby until I heard something softly enter my room and sit on the edge of my bed. Something inexplicable excited me and I pretended to be asleep. I imagined or thought I caught the scent of baby powder and my mind raced. Where am I? How old am I. It was a women as I could smell her perfume and she let out a small laugh. I was scared and thought I should roll over and see what was happening. I had already pretended to be asleep as I guess she would leave. Next thing I knew I could feel the bed sink as she bent over on her knees to remove my sheets and then my boxes. I was frozen. I could see her face as I tried to get up but she gently put her fingers to her lips and ordered me to stay put. I do not know how or where but soon I was being pinned into a diaper. That my good little boy I remember her whispering in my ear. She opened her blouse and I could do nothing but follow where this woman led me. Soon I ws being nursed and I felt myself wet...The story goes on and I struggled and suddenly awoke. I was afraid I had actually wet. I could still smell the powder and diaper and checking the sheets they were soaked but with my cum. I had orgasmed.
My Baby Story...
I am a 50+ year old male Japanese baby. No, I was not a "bedwetter" growing up as a child, nor was I abused in anyway. In fact, quite the opposite, I was very spoiled by my parents.
Gee, how do I begin, I was the youngest of 5 living children. My closest sibling was 6 yrs. older than me. At the age of 10 or 11, I became an uncle for the first time. Fourteen nieses and nephews followed. Most of them visited their grandparents regularly, thus I was able to witness hundreds of "diaper" changes!!
No "Pampers" in those days...just the REAL thing... "FLANNELETTE" with real diaper pins
I remember receiving 25 cents for bringing my nieces diaper in off the "outside" cloth line every day. Oh, how soft it felt! I guess I was so jealous of all the "attention" my nieces and nephews were receiving particularly from my "mom,".their "grandma".
My first recollections of any experimenting with diapers was when I would sneak 1 or 2 of my nieces diapers and put them on enjoy the feel of the "flannelette" in my crotch.
It was not long after that "MASTURBATION" in the diapers was a regular activity. Watching the old "Ivory Snow" detergent commercials on TV became a major "turn on". Being diapered made me feel so "SECURE" AND "SAFE".
Many, many years of secret diaper adventures followed [strictly with adult females, paid] asking them to be my "babysitter" or "mommy".
In closing, I am more of a diaper lover than an adult baby - wetting or soiling is not my thing, nor is wearing baby clothes important EXCEPT FOR CLOTH DIAPERS AND ONLY CLOTH!
In need of feeling SAFE AND SECURE, diapers is my answer...sexually turned on but only with cloth diapers, always resulting in MASTURBATION FOR ULTIMATE RELEASE IN MY DIAPER!!! [most of the time]
Well, that' my story in a "wet diaper". I would love to exchange stories with other dl/ab out there!
Baby Baby Bill
Baby D.G. Submitted this role-play idea and I edited it....
I need to see a shrink and confess my need to be a baby in diapers.
At our appointment, she says she has to rule out physical ailments so she has me strip, then kneel at her feet (she didn’t want me to drip nasty precum on the sanitary office furniture.) I am ordered to masturbate for her, she wants to see if my penis works – she will step out of the room. I try while she is gone but am so nervous I can’t make it grow at all.
She returns and inspects my penis. She shakes her head, disgusted, and from behind her back, she produces a diaper. My cock starts to grow… She drops the diaper on the floor at her feet. I am still not very hard yet. Do you have to pee, she asks, is that what the problem is? I shake my head. It needs to be a wet diaper then?? She pulls up her skirt – she has no panties on – she orders that I look away – she uses her foot to shove my face down in to the diaper. I then feel a warm stream flowing over my head, down my back and dripping in to my face. She then pins the pissy diaper on me, even sprinkling some baby powder on me and rubbing on some desitin so I don’t get a rash.
My hand is in the diaper and I am rubbing my cock as she has ordered me to do. She stuffs a pacifier in my mouth with a sinister look in her eyes. I am pinned into a second diaper then, and on top, pink rubber pants. She produces a baby bottle and I spit out the paci going for it. She slaps my bottom for that, pulling up her skirt again, slips the bottle between her legs and pees in it! After the fill, she goes on to tease my lips with the nipple. She forces me to drink her nectar while she conducts the session. Every so often, for no reason at all, she takes the bottle from my lips and slaps me so hard I have tears.
She pulls me on to her lap, my face is pressed down in to the crack of her thighs, I smell wonderful scents… She then proceeds to nurse me herself from the bottle. I whimper but she gently strokes my diaper, rubbing the front of it over and over again. When she takes the bottle away before its’ done and pushes me off her lap I start crying. She laughs then lets me lie my head on her lap again and nurse some more. I fear and crave her nurturing, the kind that’s a mix of sick desire and pampering. She then leaves me again, full but sad and lonely. I rise and try the door but it is locked. I feel so helpless I start to cry. I just want to cum and be owned! I hear her whisper on the other side of the door, Don’t cry or I will have to punish you – good babies are the only ones who get to put their hand down their pants and make it feel the best…. I promise to be good and she comes back in to the room. My heart is beating so fast and I am totally consumed and start to drool. Looking down in to my tear stained face she very calmly says, You’ve just entered my greatest fantasy… for years I’ve been dying to turn a patient on to my own desires. Ah poor baby, she says, wiping my chin. I cum for her without even touching myself. I cum harder than I ever have in my whole life. I feel dirty and .all used up.
I dress, with her permission, and go to leave, my head hung low with shame. But she won’t let me through. Instead, she grabs my chin, forcing me to look straight dead-on in to her face. I am both mesmerized.and terrified. She says I am going to write and keep a file on your regression starting tonight. You have no choice. Your next appointment with me will be tomorrow the morning - at my house. I want to use you for some research. Don’t worry, it’ll be fun, she reassures, but an evil glint in her eyes tells me otherwise.
The next day at 10am sharp, I ring Dr.Veronika’s doorbell – her house trips me out, as it is totally gated and with high walls – there’s nowhere to run now, though I’m starting to wonder if I should try and make a break for it anyways. Too late, she opens the door. I am shocked at what she is wearing; black stilletto heels and black sheer lingerie – those legs, in those stockings and her breasts – her nipples are poking through the fabric…. I can’t speak.
She leads me inside and says, Today you will not be a baby but my slave. I am so totally let down but try not to show even though I think I’m sick for wanting to wear them anyways… She goes on to say, When I think the time is right, I may put you in the diapers again, meanwhile I am going to have you watch a session I have with an adult baby girl. He is actually a baby boy but I got bored with him.
She produces a black leather collar which she fastens on to my neck. Next, she clicks a chain link leash and warns that if I disobey, she will thrash it on my ass. I follow her upstairs without question.
I could not help but admire her house. Beautiful paintings adorned the wall and I passed an open library full of books. My little cock was starting to quiver, I could feel a wet spot in my undies - pre-cum. Opening up one of the rooms upstairs, she pushed me inside, flinging me at the foot of a beautiful ornate mirror. Adjusting the lights, I could see a figure on the other side – it was a two-way mirror and what I was seeing was a grown-up dude dressed as a little girl – in a nursery with big baby equipment. There was a high chair, a crib, a diaper changing table and even a big baby crib! Why does he get to be in there?? I am getting angry watching him.
You will be watched some day, once you are properly trained and that training starts now! Sit still, she commands, then proceeds to chain me to the floor. She leaves and seconds later, she’s strutting in to the nursery with a baby bottle in one hand and at least three thick diapers in the other - that lucky bastard.
She helps the bastard up on to the changing table and hooks his legs up to chains hanging from the ceiling so he is spread-eagled with his butt hoisted up about an inch off the table. The sissy’s skirt and ruffly crinoline are flipped up over his head exposing white leotards and a realllly big super-diapered bum!!! I hate him! Just how many diapers does she have on him???
Hello, I arrive(for a date?) with a very full bladder (I don't have a big bladder). You inform me there will be no opportunity to use the bathroom, and if I'm not man enough to hold it, perhaps You will have to diaper me. I'm humiliated, but don't want to have an accident so I agree. You also tell me You don't want to hear me whine and will keep me gagged at all times (panties, ball gag, etc) Perhaps a butt plug would also be a good idea. Once diapered, You begin to tease and verbally humiliate me. When I am unable to hold my bladder (no matter how hard I try), You are shocked that a grown man would wet himself. Perhaps forced enema retention would be part of the punishment. Once cleaned up, You set out to further humiliate me. Starting with an over the knee spanking. Letting me know that if I'm going to wet myself, this is how I deserve to be treated. You tell me if this is what a date with me is like, there's only one way to have sex and proceed to work me over with the strap-on. Also...since my weak bladder was the cause of my trouble, I should be subject to a humiliating golden shower and forced to drink piss. If I am fortunate enough to have a release, I would obviously expect to be made to lick it up in whatever humiliating manner You see fit. Perhaps I should go home wearing a diaper in case of further accidents. The OTK spanking, gags, diapers, golden shower and humiliation are all the really key parts. thanks, Ricky
Dear Mistress / Goddess Veronika Harley,
My name is Jeffy, I abode from the united kingdom. I'm 26 and currently have moved back in and live with my parents, I've never pursued a relationship before as I never felt I had to or needed a women, until now. As I have never had a partner my normal sexual behaviour has taken second to my perverted ones. I have substituted my sex life for porn / role-play and fetishes. I am feeling the consequences now. For a very long time I have been embarrassed or ashamed of myself or identity, so I have called myself Jefferey instead of Jeffy "my real name" and I have kind of changed my identity a little to make myself feel more superior or better than I really am. Since I have done this I have confused and frustrated myself quite a lot and have always left myself depressed or weaker than I was originally The reason I did this is because I feel even my name "Jeffy” was inferior and stupid. Since I have not pursued a relationship, My sexual tastes are unusual and completely out there, I enjoy infantilism "me being a baby" (nothing to do with real children at all" Foot worship, women worship, racial humiliation. scat humiliation. being taken with a strap-on, fantasy mommy role play / son, goddess / servant role-play. I find it thrilling when in play but at the end of it all I feel ashamed and dirty, and empty. I am very shy when talking about my deep rooted problems to strangers but I am giving it a shot with you. In some way's I very much enjoy being used and abused by a beautiful women in terms of name calling, being made to feel inferior, like being made to lick hot sweaty feet. Tongue baths etc. I would love you to help me with what is really going on in my head and offer me a place of sanctuary to my problems and desires to someone. In some way's i am looking for a caring, loving, strong evil women to guide me and even own me in some way to accept myself for who I am. I just need confirmation and clarity to realise my needs and resolve my destructive pattern of which I am currently in. I hope you don't find this email to long and boring, I think I have reached a point in my life where I need counselling and help. Looking forward to hearing you. Xxxxxxxxxoxo Thank you kindly, Jeffy (the real me) Inferior persona
Dear Mistress-Mummy, My interests are infantilism and forced diaper wearing. Being forced to use my diapers too. I really love your website! In my fantasy, I am like a 18 year old boy, but you still force me to wear diapers. You force me to mess in my pants too. Sometimes you actually make me go in my pants without a diaper on and sometimes in public. I would love to speak with you tonight but I will not be able to as I am not alone at home. It would be great to call you when I am at work and maybe you would make me go in my pants while I was at work. That would be wild. The part that gets me the hottest is when you force me to mess my pants and then wrinkle up your nose and smile and call me names, like telling me I am a stinky boy, dirty, disgusting…. Maybe you even would give me an enema and then make me get dressed and leave the house knowing that I will have to go in my pants. Your Baby Poopy Pants
Hi Ms Harley, I guess this is how I provide you with the information you need for our session. I told you in the last email that I was into wearing diapers and being treated like a little boy.The time in our session will not allow for very much to happen so I will try and provide you with enough information so no time is wasted. I would like to show up to your place already wearing a diaper under my cloths if that is OK?
I would like you to play the role of my Aunt. I will play a ten year old boy who has been wetting his pants and his mother decides to put him in diapers until the pant wetting stops. My mother sends me on a visit to see you, my Aunt. She told you that she put diapers on me for the reasons stated. She did not send me to be disciplined by you, this is something you decided you are going to do because my mother won't. You decide to check my diaper as soon as I arrive at your place. It is your belief that my mother is easy going, she never spanks me and I get away with far to much. You are very strict. You wouldn't think twice about pulling down my pants and giving me a good spanking.
After reading your web site I guess I should not be shy about what to ask for.I will start at the beginning from when I walk into your place if that is OK?
When I arrive I will be wearing, under my street cloths, some cloth diapers and plastic pants. My diapers will be already be wet I am guessing you will be already in a stern mood. You waste no time informing me that you know I am in diapers and for what reason and that it better not be wet!! Inform me that in your house little boys who wet their pants get a bare bottom spanking etc.
After finding the diaper is wet you tell me what is going to happen. I would like it if you would take all my cloths accept my T-shirt and wet diaper,plastic pants off, and march me into the corner for a couple minutes of corner time.
After the corner time could you, if possible, take my diaper off and give my bottom a wipe with a wet cloth before the spanking. I remember ounce when I was ten I wet my pants and our day care lady cleaned me up. She had a warm wet cloth, after taking off my pants, standing up she pulled me over her hip wiped my bottom and then clean my front. She would not let me do it myself. I still go red in the face thinking of that moment. After I am all cleaned up I would like you to give me a REAL spanking. When I was a child I was always spanked on the bare bottom. My mother always sat on a straight backed chair pulled me over her lap, held my free arm by the wrist and spanked me hard and fast until I was kicking and crying. I would you ask you to do the same. I would like you to only use your hand and spank me HARD and FAST, don,t let up, it should be very intense. Baby JerJer
NURSING HOME!
My desire is to be in a medical or nursing home setting where I am in a hospital bed or adult crib, restrained with wrist and ankle cuffs to the bed and put in cloth diapers and plastic pants. I am gagged. For feeding a plastic bib is put on and I am spoon fed baby food, water is from a sippy cup or baby bottle. My hands are restrained when I am being fed so I cannot interfere with the feeding. The bed would have a plastic sheet on it, if the cover sheet was dry but still smelled of urine that would be great. The pillow would have a plastic cover on it, you know, just like the beds they have in hospitals and nursing homes for people that are incontinent. You would be dressed as a nurse (I was thinking of something likewhite pants and a smock top,) and I would be dependent on you for everything, of course there would be no toilet privileges. I envision this to take place over several hours, an overnight or possibly an entire weekend. I have several fantasies but the underlying theme is always that I end up in a mental hospital or nursing home where I am restrained, gagged and diapered. I sometimes fantasize that I’ve been kidnapped and have been taken there and held for ransom. Other times I imagine that my car breaks down, you pick me up and offer to let me stay at your place for the night; it just so happens that you are an administrator for a nursing home or mental hospital. You bring me there, offering to let me sleep in one of the rooms for the night, then you offer me something to drink which has something in it that makes me very weak and sleepy. You take me to a room, and then tell me you will go get something for me to sleep in. On your way out you lock the door. When you come back you have a hospital gown with you and you help me get undressed and put it on. Once I am in the gown you tell me you will help me get ready for bed, I notice that the hospital bed has an absorbent pad on it and restraints, I ask if there is any place else I can sleep and you say you are sorry but this is the only room open. You have me come over and lay down on the bed, once on the bed you start putting the restraints on my wrists and I jerk back my hand and say, why are you doing that. You tell me you have to put me in the restraints so that the other nurses will think I am a patient. Once I am restrained you leave the room and come back with a stack of adult cloth diapers and plastic pants. I ask ‘what the hell that is for?’ and you reply that ‘all our patients here are diapered.’ I protest, saying ‘but I am not a patient, I just asked for a place to sleep tonight.’ I start to scream and holler so you take a ball gag out of your pocket and gag me. Then you say, ‘I really had hoped you would be more cooperative, but we are well equipped for dealing with combative people here, however because of your uncooperative attitude I am afraid it would not be safe for the nurses to help you to the toilet. I am afraid it will be necessary to tell the nurses to keep you in restraints and diapers 24/7 and no solid food, so your stools don't get to hard. When is the last time you had a BM? Have you had one today?’ I shake my head no. When you diaper me you slip in a couple of suppositories and say, ‘these are stool softeners that will help you to have your BM's easier. If the nurses don't have a dirty diaper by tomorrow, you can plan on having an enema. I don’t really don't like enemas for diapered patients, but I will put you in disposables if an enema becomes necessary.’ The bed has a plastic or rubber sheet directly under the cover sheet, (no mattress-pad) and the pillow has a plastic cover, if the sheet has been urinated on previously and allowed to let dry, and still smells pissy, that would be an added turn on. You give me an injection in the butt (pretend) but you make sure I see you filling the syringe. I squirm and try to get away but you me have securely restrained, you say, ‘now, now, baby everything is going to be okay, I am going to take real good care of you. How long has it been since you wet your pants?’ I look shocked when you ask me this. Please note: enemas are okay, suppositories are good too. Rectal temps are expected but I am not in to dildos.
