"I know you are busy, so you don't need to reply...but thought you might be interested to know that I actually had a messy accident today, totally without meaning to. Was making dinner when a sudden urge came on. Hands were all messed with food, thought I could wait a few minutes until I could finish the step and wash up. I was wrong. Not a lot, but was wet and ran out of my undies down my legs, and smelled...the baby food and castor oil are really having an effect, and it makes me nervous. In a way, it was erotic..but also frightening..." Sissy Tam-Tam
When its time for diapering, Mummy lets the winch do all the work! With the Diaper Lover's feet attached, the bottom can be lifted so diaper time is easier. Mummy doesn't need to ask Baby to lift his bottom - Baby can remain totally helpless. The way its meant to be....
Mistress Harley on Diapering...
Expulsion – fun to relax in, relaxing to do… That big poop is a result of hard work! From creating and cramping, to pushing and grunting, then straining... puuuush... *sigh* ... Mmmm ... goin' poopy.... Glorious. What satisfaction!
You should feel victorious at making such a big mess! If you feel ashamed at your predicament, it has been learned, hasn't it? Does ridiculing over your mess turn you on? Then watch out! Mistress would love to humiliate you over it! This is all about fun, right?
After sitting in the warm mushy pile for not tooo long, you will begin to smell the hot odour emanating up from the diaper - MMMmmmm? Or iiiccckkk??? Do you want to cry and get Her attention? Or would you rather wait till She responds to your messy-scent?
Do you want Her to respond with love and nurturing? Or, with ridicule and spanking? Be sure to let Mistress know.
Diapers Without Age-Play...
Occasionally a diaper lover's fetish is connected only to the diaper itself and there is no accompanying desire to be anything but 'grown-up' in them - they may not even wet or soil them. The focus may be more about the sounds of crinkly plastic pants as they walk, the bulk of the padding, how big and roud their behind is or perhaps they're hooked on the texture of a soft cloth diaper. There may be some thrill attached to wearing them out secretly in public, wetting in public could be highly appealing as well - especially as they walk around with the sopping wet weight drooping in their pants.
POTTY TRAINING - For those striving to get out of diapers.
Mistress loves the helplessness and humiliation that comes with training Her adult baby to use the potty. Of course, there will be testing... Baby is only allowed to use the potty with Mistress Harley's permission and under Her instruction - sissies will be expected to sit and there will be punishment if they get their dresses wet... Mistress will not tolerate baby having to go every5 minutes either so you better learn to hold it in!
Night-time & Nap-time will still see you in diapers but, the rest of your time will be spent in big boy underwear or little girl panties - almost definitely with plastic pants on top. If you make a mess, you will have to sit in it, in the corner or the cage. (Naturally your hand will want to rub around inside your undies – naughty, naughty!) Other punishment for accidents could include closet-time, forced domestic servitude, spankings, and even golden shower saturation - uuuugggghhhh....
SOILING - Different Diaper Wearers Use Differently
Some babies don't like to mess their diapers up at all but enjoy frequent checks to see if they have. Some babies only want to wet (perhaps with forced fluid intake,) while others really want to make a big, stinky mess in their pants. For those of you who really enjoy soiling, how about the 'banana treatment’? Ask Mistress for more details about the insertion of fruits and cotton up your bottom... Read the following letter with regards to 'ass stuffing' and peeing on command - these things aren't always so easy you know!
WHEN BABY CAN'T POO
Sometimes baby can't go. Are you one who requires an enema to make things happen? Mummy-Harley may fill your bottom up till you can't help but want to go. She won't stop filling till you can't take another drop and you beg Her to stop - that's when She'll know you've had enough. Don't let an accident happen - if you poo on the floor She might rub your nose in it!
THE HUMILIATION OF IT ALL...
Sometimes babies are filled with fear about letting go in front of someone. Sometimes babies beg to use the potty like a real grown-up would. Don't bother pleading. The diapers were meant for filling (even if they don't get changed regularly.) Baby can sweat out 'holding it in' chained down fetal-like. Mummy-Harley will wipe your brow and put on a nursery cd to ease you through the pain – that is how much She cares for you...
INCONTINENCE TRAINING
You want to soil without control. What are the reasons behind your desire to become incontinent? Are you being forced, coerced, tricked in to incontinence? Or, are you an adult who wants to wear the diapers 24x7 and experience absolute loss of control? You probably love the Diaper Changing Ritual, and Mummy knows how much you love your diaper checks – those two little wiggly fingers up inside, sometimes tickling your baby peewee. You love being laid out, being powdered and pampered by luving Mummy so you want to have accidents – and you secretly love sitting in them too, don’t you?? You need lots of diapers – your little baby legs need to be bulging from them till you waddle, (quick, make a cute baby face for Mummy – she loves that!) You need your resistances broken down – no more shame about going; Mummy likes to see the look of strain on baby’s face while he pushes and groans. Poor little one, Mummy will rub your back till it passes… Special feeding will help baby to go naturally and maybe an enema will be necessary – that sort of stuff is up to Mummy. She might even decide that you need training in between visits.
ROLE-PLAY: Learning to Use the Potty
You are toddler-like and still in diapers but Mummy says it’s time for you to start using the potty. You don’t understand why you can’t go in your diapers anymore – you like the way they feel, warm and smooshy when you’ve filled them. You like going whenever, wherever – especially when you are playing. Going all the way to the bathroom is no fun but still you try even thought its hard to get pants down with baby hands. Mummy has been getting mad when you don’t make it there on time so now, a few times a day, she makes you sit on the toilet and watches you till you go. Rewards are given when you make poos in the bowl (ice cream at McDonalds, for example but you will have to wear a diaper – unless baby is in need of a BIG test….) Sometimes Mummy gets frustrated waiting for you to make weewees or poopoos and its especially annoying that every time she leaves the bathroom you go to follow. She will tie you to the toilet for that! She might stand there and demand that you play with yourself the way she knows you did in the diaper to see if it helps. She might take Her bubble bath while you sit there tied to the toilet. If your mouth isn’t taped up, you might want to ask her questions about how babies are made…
BED-WETTER!
Did you wet the bed beyond toddler-hood? Did you enjoy soaking your sheets and pajamas? Was it a shameful secret, or a source of ridicule? Were you punished severely or in humiliating ways? Perhaps your care-taker was kind and looked after you when you were cold and wet. Did you sometimes masturbate in your pissy sheets and did you sometimes move the fitted linen aside so you could squirm directly against the rubber sheet? Maybe you weren’t a bed-wetter – maybe you had an experience that left you turned on to this particular pissy scene. For example, one submissive had a camp-out with his first girlfriend, (she was his ‘first time’) and due to her bedwetting problem, they woke up wet during the night. He’s never been the same since. Piss is the scent of sex to him. If you can’t wet your sheets due to mental blockage, Mistress will wet them for you. Admit it, you want Mistress to soak your sheets, don’t you?? Imagine being snuggled up in those….
BED-WETTERS/PANTS-WETTERS PUNISHMENTS
* Corner-Time, naked, wrapped in pissy sheet. * Swaddling and Bondage in pissy sheet. * Pissy sheet stuffed in your mouth, p.j.’s down, over Her knee * Bondage, face down against rubber sheet, then ass paddling. * Rough and thorough scrub-down in tub. * Forced diapering and rubber pants – what horror! * Super Naughty Boys may be sent home still smelling pissy or wearing undies that have been used for drying off.
ROLE-PLAY: Therapist Helps Bed-Wetter
You are trying to cure your bedwetting problem – you see a therapist who regresses you then assists you humiliating questions about your pissy fantasies. You masturbate for her on command, sniff and suck the sheets. She encourages your depraved horniness and sets your inner child free! You feel beautiful.
ROLE-PLAY - Mummy Takes the Diapers away!
You are a happy toddler – Mummy has always been so lovey with you and has catered to your every desire. Whenever you need changing, you just reach up to Her and She cleans you. She kisses your tummy when She changes you. Diaper-Time is Mummy/Baby time – and that is when you feel the most loved. The baby powder is nice, too. So, naturally when Mummy told you that She’s taking the diapers away and that you are becoming a big boy who should be wearing training pants, you pitch a fit. Taking the diapers away is MEAN! You sob while you watch Her pack away the diaper stuff because it’s like saying good-bye to Mummy’s love. You throw yourself at Her feet, hug Her legs and beg Her to put the diapers back on you, for even just today, that you will be the best baby ever but She pulls away, hands you a pair of training pants and tells you to put them on. Angered, you throw them at Her. She grabs you by hair and drags you over to the bed where She gives you a good hard spanking over Her knee. You cry but She shows no pity, just forces you in to the training pants then tells you to go sit in the corner for being naughty and testing Her patience. When you don’t move, She pinches your cheek, jerks you over to the corner and instructs you to stand there and think about what you’ve done. You decide to get even with Her, and do something that will make Her put the diapers back on you for sure – you totally soak your training pants. When Mummy comes back to check on you, She lovingly pats your rump – She was going to comfort you but you’re all wet and now She’s mad! “Bad, bad, bad!” She rips the training pants down and spanks your wet little behind HARD! Her grip loosens so you make a break for it and run away. Mummy chases you. “Get back here,” She yells but you don’t want more spanking and this is fun! You try to find a place to hide – you are smaller and faster. You scurry on all fours, still bare-bottomed. You kick off the pissy training pants and throw them at Her when she finds you. Now she’s really made! Being scared makes you have to pee again. You put a hand on your pee-wee and squeeze it so nothing comes out. You kinda dance around a little bit because you really gotta go. “Are you playing with yourself?? You are! That is dirty! Quit that!” You are dragged over to the bed and spanked over Her knee again. “No, Mummy! No more,” you beg. “I promise I’ll be good.” “Are you sure? I think it might be time for the strap…” You flinch, you hate the strap. “What do you have to say for yourself,” She asks. You think about it and answer, “I have to go potty.” Mummy hugs and kisses you. After you make wee-wee in the potty, Mummy rubs cold cream on your bottom (it’s the next best thing to diapering and you are happy.)
