Whereas a X-Dresser will be 'grown-up' during the scene, Age-Play features strongly during a sissification session.
Feeling pretty and girlish is a must for Sissies, they love party dresses, ribbons, frills and crinolines.
Girlish, not womanly - get it, cutie??
Mistress Harley loves playing with sissies! An innocence factor when playing Sissy-Boy that is not present with a regular x-dressing session – mainly due to the age play associated with the scene. Just think, instead of being the big, dirty boy you’ve grown up to be, you could try on the role of a clean, sweet, little sissy. You would need to learn just how to act darling - you want everyone to think you are really totally adorable. Now, admit it, you want to be Mistress Harley’s little Sissy-Pie don’t you? We ought to start your training right away...
SISSY-BABY
You love ruffles and ribbons and want to be the cutest little girly-girl that ever was.
Mistress has pretty dresses and lacey panties for you to play in. Pink plastic pants may be necessary under the undies as She doesn't want you to soil them. If you are potty-training, a diaper will only be used come nap-time, unless you can convince Her that you won't wet the bed. If you do pee-pees in the bed, She will wrap you in the wet sheet and make you stand in the corner where you will get cold and start crying thinking about the spanking to come. If you have an accident in one of your pretty dresses, She may lock you in the closet wearing it. Next, She will bend you over the spanking horse, tie you to it, pull down your wet panties and spank your bottom blistery red. She'll put you in a diaper and make you hand-wash the pretty dress and hang it outside on the clothesline to dry. Just think of the shame!
ROLE-PLAYING - Who Sissifies You??
* Your Mummy, if you are a mama’s boy. Maybe a Mummy who praises you for being such a sweet little girl and dresses you up for fun, and gently instructs you in the art of touching yourself...
* A punishing Aunty who catches you doing naughty things in frillies - one minute you are sniffing your sister’s petticoat, the next you are being forced to wear it during a spanking!
* A strict Governess who instructs you in good little girl behaviour and ridicules you for getting it all wrong!
* A naughty Nanny that teases you for having such a tiny penis.
Mastering Sissy Behaviour...
* Curtsey –She’ll show you how! Practice makes perfect. Reps in front of mirror in sets – riding crop correction for poor form.
* Posture, Walking & Gesture –Sissy is limp in wrist, sways hips when walking and displays grace when sitting, standing or crossing legs.
* Working on your vocals:Sissies tend to giggle a lot and also have higher pitched voices than boys. Lisping (perhaps being trained with a paper clip on the tongue,) and Crying are also critical aspects of Girly-ness.
* Bathroom Activities: For starters you must always remember to lift your skirt when you sit down to pee – if it gets wet you’ll get spanked. You will require training in all aspects of femmy toilet use, i.e. wiping, hand-washing, and sanitary napkin use.
* Playing with Dolls:Learning how to play Mummy to your dolly is very important. Sissies love playing dress-up with Barbies, and acting like a Mummy to their dollies. You can’t leave your baby alone, she needs you. If you need to be taught how to be a good little Mummy to your dolly, Mistress will instruct you in nursing, swaddling and diaper changing.
* Grown-Up Duties - Sissies are more comfortable in Mummy’s world than in the rough and tumble world of little boys. For example, the Sissy takes interest in what it would be like to be a grownup wife keeping house or what it would be like to be a Mummy or be pregnant or to sleep with, and take care of Daddy.
* Sissy Sex Education - Sissies have big clitties, not pee-wees. They have pussy-asses so they are to be the penetrated, not the penetrator. You will probably require a lot of training in the masturbation department – remember, rubbing your clitty and pussy-ass will involve different mechanics. You will be expected to demonstrate your oral abilities as well on fleshy dildos (don’t forget to make girly moans and if you start begging to be filled, beg to lick up big-boy cum or say things like, “I love sucking this big cock,” or “I want my pussy-ass fucked,” Mistress might reward you in a sadistically erotic kind of way.)
PUNISHMENTS...
If you like to do something bad, Mistress may push it to the extreme as punishment. For example, you are caught smoking a cigarette then forced to smoke the whole pack while being lectured for it. Or, perhaps you are caught looking through some of your sister's dresses so forced to wear them for the rest of the day. Sound like fun?? Here are some other ideas to think about...
* Threats! Could be threats of exposure as a sissy cock-sucker, or hearing Mummy say ‘no more love,’ or, worse yet, that you’ll be sent away forever, as in sold to sex traffickers...
* Spankings: chained to spanking bench, or over Her knee, with your skirt flipped up and your panties panties pulled down, you will be scolded, then spanked. Go ahead, squirm and squeal - She won't let you get away!
* Corner-Time: while you are whimpering with a red ass, all dolled up... Don't get caught sneaking your hand in to your silky panties – naughty! Mistress will have to spank you again!
* Wicked Scrub-Down: Mummy will do this with a rough cloth. Your pussy-asshole & big-clitty will be rubbed raw. You may then have to be shaved everywhere in preparation for nasty play-time.
* Humiliation: for being dirty or for keeping secrets and having nasty thoughts! Perhaps you are humiliated in to the sissification experience. If you are a panty-wetting sissy you may be forced in to diapers and forced to use them under Her strict observation.
*Soapy Enema: some of you may require this prior to pussy-ass slut training. Remember, by nature, girls are cleaner than yucky boys so allll remnants of your time as a boy will have to be flushed out. A sanitary body, a sanitary mind, and if you like, a sanitary napkin for any post-enema leaks.
REWARDS
* Use of the lactating machine, may help develop wee boobies.
* Helping Mummy dress (shoes, maybe stockings.) * Learning to clean with Mummy (meet Mr.Broom!) * Cuddled–close nursing (off special nipple-bra.) * Watching Mummy bathe then being bathed in Her water. Maybe you will need help shaving legs, etc. You may practice, with Mummy’s instruction, on a dildo in the tub, how to clean Daddy’s big cock. Gee, you sure do like to stick things in places, don’t you little one??
Thinking of an Overnighter?
* Become the ultimate Sissy-Boy you can be! Engage in hardcore Slut-Training and work at Mastering Sissy Behaviour. Expect punishment if you are a slow learner!
* Mock Hypnosis/Brain-Washing Gender Alteration, and Outer Transformation through Mind-Bending.
* Tortured in to Sissy Submission - You’re checking in to a facility where dirty boys are transformed in to frilly-loving, obedient girls. You may be resistant and require physical; punishments and restraints. Torture could include being forcibly attired in shoes, tights, crinoline and flouncy dress, then tied up to a chair in front of a big mirror and made to chant girl-becoming mantras until Mistress thinks its time for heavier brainwashing techniques. Mistress, your Therapist/Instructor, will be very strict and very specific about your Transformation – there is an ideal to be achieved. Be prepared to work towards it!
PLAY-TIME!
* Bondage, then tickling till you giggle like a little girl and maybe leak peepee in your panties. * Sissy will play with a dolly for Mummy’s amusement – perhaps the great big one with holes for tongues, or fingers.
* Could include practicing on fleshy dildos.
* Dress-Up! Mummy will assist you in trying on different outfits and parading about.
Role-Play Idea! Diapered Dolly, Diapered Sissy
You put your dolly in diapers, now Mummy says it’s your turn! “No!” You protest, “I’ve gotten very good at sitting on the toilet and wiping like a girl!” Mummy says she doesn’t care about that, what she’s concerned about is you putting our dolly in diapers and never changing her! Mummy has decided that if you are ever going to grow up to be a good little Mummy yourself that you must look after your dolly as if she were a real live baby. Mummy dresses you in the diapers and force feeds you fluids till you wet your diaper. She makes you sit in them and practice being a better Mummy to your dolly even nursing her at your little booby. Soooo cute!
SISSY BOY CAUGHT PLAYING WITH DOLLS!
The Sissy Boy stares out his bedroom window thinking dainty little fairy thoughts while normal children play outside. Other children describe young Geoffrey as a 'scardey cat,' a 'nancy,' a 'sissy' and a 'pansy.' The child has no friends, for obvious reasons. (http://www.landoverbaptist.org/news1099/sissy.html)
Castration Fantasies???
"In my early childhood I liked to put on my sisters dresses on. Once my sister saw me standing in her dress and said I couldn’t wear dresses. I asked her why. “Because you have balls,” she replied and gave a hard slap right to my balls. I just grasped my groin and heavily knelt down, trying to lessen somehow the pain by clutching my poor nuts. “You’d better cut them off, jeered my sister, “if you wish to wear dresses.” And giggling she ran out of the room, leaving me alone with my pain and embarrassment. Her words so deeply fell into me… and stayed there all my life. But in those days, then when I was trying again her dresses on (in her absence of course) I always tried to hide my little penis and balls between my legs, though I couldn’t walk that way…" Anonymous, www.eunuch.org
Role-Play sent in - I wanna be a schoolgirl...
This is me: submissive, sissy nephew, who is about to be transformed by my auntie into 14 year old school-girl slutty-virgin. She reprimands me with golden showers which she makes me drink. Her used panties are shoved in my mouth before she pees making it scarey for me – can’t breathe, will I drown??? She threatens punishment by dildo! Training will include endurance as a human urinal. She and all her friends will leave me filthy, used and groveling for more. Luv Baby Benny V.
Role-Play Sent In - 'HER FIRST PERIOD'
My femme name is Lana-Marie. I'm distressed at my inability. I'm interested in a guided feminisation to recapture the deep feeling of being a woman as I experienced once upon a time. Here is my fantasy: I'm a 14-year old effeminate who goes with mother every week to the beauty salon. For several years now I also get my hair shampooed and set in rollers and always sit next to mother under the hair dryers. Gradually I've been wearing girlish clothes and now I'm introduced to my first bra. My stylist has been encouraging this transformation through girl-talk and compliments as I progress. "You'll soon be ready for your first prom formal" "some boys must be happy to chat with you at school" "I think your mother knows you're ready for the change" All this scenario both excites me and scares me. But above all it seems entirely natural, allowing me to be who I really am. All this might culminate in me going through the advising and tutoring as I experience my first period while at the salon. I hope I'm making progress . Luv Lana-Marie
Role-play Scene - Sissy Nephew & Auntie
You have been a very naughty boy and your mother has sent you to your mean aunty's house - She's promised to reform you. Here are the problems: your Mummy is not happy with how often you touch yourself and in public, even! Furthermore, she caught you in your little sister's room dressing up in her frillies. To make matters worse, you have a nasty habit of wetting the bed. Maybe Auntie has always wanted a little girl so She transforms you... And, if you like touching yourself, rough mitts or bondage might be necessary... Auntie also thinks bed wetting means diaper and maybe even enemas. *Fun to incorporate with virgin-ass dildo training.
Role-play Scene - Mummy’s Little Helper
You idolize your Mummy. You think She is the most beautiful woman in the whole world. She always smells so nice. You sometimes sniff Her clothes and rub them against your face. You think you would literally die without Her love, so you were very thankful that She didn’t take it away when She caught you dressing up in the clothes you so enjoy sniffing. You were so relieved when She took you on Her lap and asked if you wanted to be a little girl because it was your biggest secret wish. You said, “Yes, Mommy. I want to be a pretty little girl and I want to grow up to be just like you!” Mummy asked if one day you would like to be a Mummy and you said yes. Now, you and Mummy have a secret – when it’s just the two of you alone, She dresses you up and you get to be Her little helper. She teaches you all the skills you will need to be the sissiest little girly girl ever. She makes you feel sweet, special and loved for all your cutie-pieness.
Role-Play Scene - Accident at Ballet
You are taking Ballet for Sissies – this class is a form of punishment for your naughty sissy behavior. Secretly you enjoy wearing the tight body suit, tuutuu and leotards. You are practicing, the teacher smacks you if you speak but you really have to pee. You try telling her but she gets mad at you, then corrects your form and makes fun of how terrible you are. You end up wetting yourself… She ridicules you for being a pissy-sissy. Perhaps you made poo-poo panties. If so, expect to be paddled in them. You will have to wash your panties in the tub, bent over, scolded and spanked, your ass will be as red as your face.
* Try a variation of this scene - sissy gets her first period at ballet. How would you want that to end?
Storytime - POO-POO PANTIES!
You and your Mummy have been playing dress-up since you were little. At first you just wore her things, but then she bought you your own and such pretty little outfits they are! You feel adorable in frilly dresses and lacey panties. You have quite a collection of fancy panties in all colors – some have fluffy behinds even – and those are the ones you get spanked for pooping in. The first time Mummy caught you in soiled panties you told her it was an accident. The second time it happened she told you she thought you were doing it on purpose. You were embarassed because she was right. “From now on, you will poo in front of me, under controlled circumstances, I have some special up-the-bum pills so as to make sure you are cleaned out good. I can’t have you sneaking around pooing in your pretty underthings.” She then made you bend over in front of the dresser mirror. She lifted your skirt and used her hairbrush on your cute little poopoo-pantied bottom till you cried. Then she bathed you, dressed you in ababy-doll night and tucked you to the bed.The next morning, Mummy came into the bathroom while you are brushing your teeth. She lifts up your nighty. “Good, no accidents, but we’ll have to make sure you are cleaned out for the day.” She instructs you to get on all fours on the floor, lifts up your nighty and tells you not to be scared, but you are and start whimpering. She gently rubs your back and tells you to relax, it’ll all be over soon. You then feel a finger rubbing slippery lotion on your poo-hole – you moan – that feels sooo nice. Then you feel pushing-in down there. You tighten up, but Mummy whispers “it’s OK”, it feels good once you get used to it. You close your eyes and one by one, she pushes poo-poo pills in your bottom. It does feel good after a while and your peewee starts to stiffen a little. You think Mummy can’t see, but the she says “See the pills do feel good, don’t they?” Mummy is putting silently twenty in. When they melt, some leaking might go in your panties, but Mummy has ways to deal with that. “There, all done” she says patting your bottom.She pulls your panties up to your knees then takes a maxi pad and sticks it to your crotch. “Hmm, I’m not sure that’ll be enough.” She takes out a tampon then instructs you to bend over and pull your little butt cheeks apart. You watch her smear some vaseline on the tip and then she pushes it in. “There, have a look at that.” You look at your bottom in the mirror – there’s a string hanging out. “That’ll help prevent the leaks” She pulls your panties up. You feel the bulky maxi pad snuggled against you. “It feels weird when I walk” you tell her. “You’ll get used to it” she reassurs you and adds “Big girls don’t want messy panties. Now go play. Make sure to let me know when you can’t hold it in a second longer.”That doesn’t take long! You barely had time to pick out a dress to wear, when it all wanted to come out. You run to the toilet, pull down panties and sit because that’s how little girls use the potty, right? You call out for Mummy. She says to pull the string. You pull the wet cotton tampon out and drop it in the toilet. You start pushing under Mummy’s watchful eye. The pad in your panties is gooey. Mummy shows you to roll it in a ball and drop it in the bin. You feel grown-up.
Storytime - OTK Spanking in a Petticoat
You have been playing house with the little girl who lives next door. The two of you have a fight over who gets to be the wife. You are at her house and there’s a big fluffy petticoat in the trunk with all the dress-up clothes. You wanted to play the wife so you could wear the petticoat. You make the little girl cry and run away. You put on the petticoat and admire yourself in the mirror. Then, in walks the little girl’s mother! She is very mad at you for being so mean to her little girl. She threatens to tell your Mummy to come over now and pick you up. You are scared and start crying. She calls you a sissy and says you are dirty. You beg her not to tell your mother, that you’ll do anything she says. She laughs and says if you can convince me that you would make a good little girl, I might not tell your Mother. She instructs you on how to walk and talk like a proper sissy, with a lisp. Then, she flips the petticoat up in the front because she thought she saw a bulge, and sure enough you have a little, tiny erection. She ridicules you for having such a little baby penis and you start crying. She makes you stand there holding up the petticoat, exposing your pitiful peewee. She says you want to touch yourself don’t you? She then forces you to masturbate in front of her. She straps you when your voice isn’t high enough, then, she pulls you over her lap, flips the petticoat over your head and administers a wicked spanking – perhaps shoving a butt-plug in first. You squeal and wiggle. Dirty! Dirty! Dirty!
Role-Play?? Sissy-Maid Hubby
You are caught by your wife washing dishes in her bra, panties and an apron. She is disgusted with you and says no wonder you haven’t been able to please me sexually – your little cock never gets hard enough, it’s too small and you don’t know what to do with it! She threatens to divorce you because she doesn’t want a sexless marriage. You plead, beg and cry saying you love her and don’t want her to leave. You know she’s too good for you but you worship her. Finally she says that she’ll stay only if she can take on a lover, someone she’s met at work. You reluctantly agree. Because you are purposeless as a husband, you must earn your keep and prove that you deserve to be there in her presence. She says that you will be her sissy maid. From now on, you will be expected to do all household chores. You will wear sissy outfits that she picks out and you will no longer sleep in the big bed with her, you will sleep on the little cot made up with little kiddy sheets. She says you will have to cater to her every whim, and if she has a lover over, you will have to cater to him. Before she will allow you to be present when she entertains, you will require plenty of training. You want to get started immediately and promise to be the best little sissy-maid ever.
Storytime! EUNUCH WANNABE
Ever since you were a toddler, you have been drawn towards girly activities. You don’t like to be in competition, playing rough sports with other boys, you’d rather be indoors playing with Barbies or making cookies with Mummy. You’ve always had longish hair, - it covers your ears and curls at the neck. You are pretty for a boy but you secretly wish you weren’t a boy at all. You wish you had long hair down to your bum and think if only you could grow little boobies and if only you could turn your peewee in for a pussy, you would live happily ever after. Unfortunately for you, your voice is changing and you hate it. You also hate that your peewee gets hard – you’d rather have it tucked between your legs, invisible but when it sticks out you get really angry and want to hit it, smash it, or cut it off. You have taken to abusing your peewee, and the balls too, as they also get in the way. You fantasize about slicing them open and popping the little testes out. You like dressing up in your sister’s dresses – some are pink, some are ruffly. You like wearing silky panties too – you sneak them out of the dirty laundry hamper. You sniff, and wish you could smells so sweet. On this occasion, your mother walks in and sees you sitting on the toilet (you love to sit to pee, but that’s not what you are doing!) You have your panties pulled to you knees and the hem of your dress is clenched in your teeth. You don’t notice her right away and continue whacking your cock and balls with your dad’s leather belt. You have your cock and balls tied off tight with rope – they are engorged and purple. There are blood blisters from where you’ve been hitting. Your mother freaks out on you, using the belt all over your body – she forces you to confess that you wish you didn’t have boy parts. She says she’s going to cut them off then. She ties heavy weights off your cock and balls. They clink under your dress and hang out of the panties. She says she’s going to stretch them out before she cuts them off. You must continue wearing the girly clothes for everyone to see and you must endure nipple clamping with weights so as to encourage blood engorgement for booby development. Strapping of your peewee to discourage growth might make you cry. Go ahead, that’s that sissies do!
Storytime! Outcast Boy in Mummy’s Clothes
You have a secret. When Mummy is away from you, you get anxious, feel scared and lost. You like wearing her worn clothes underneath your own clothes. If you get lonely for her, (she truly feels like the only one who loves you and understands you,) you go to the bathroom and sniff the underclothes. Sometimes you sneak in a slip in to your schoolbag, when you feel bad (you get teased a lot at school because you don’t fit in with the other boys,) you take out the slip, rub against your face and say sweet things you would like your Mummy to say to you. One day your teacher walks in to the cloakroom during recess and catches you talking to yourself and rubbing a silky nighty against your face. She is appalled! She makes you take off your boy clothes to put it on and discovers that you have panties and a bra on underneath! She pulls down the panties, exposing your bare bottom and pulls you over her lap for a HARD , scolding spanking. Then, she pulls you up by the panties, and dresses you in the nighty. She threatens to send you out on the playground like that. You cry and plead. She subjects you to the most humiliating punishments – writing lines about being a sissy, Corner-time with assign on your back that says ‘mama’s boy’ and uses the ruler on the bulge you cant’ help coming out of the panties. Have your learned your lesson yet???
Becoming Mummy’s Sissy-Boy
You are watching Mummy get ready to go out (if Mummy is a slut, Her date won’t be with Daddy.) You are interested in how pretty the make-up makes Her look; you like how pantyhose go up Her legs, and how She tries on so many different outfits till it all comes together and looks perfect. Sometimes Mummy talks to Herself about things you don’t understand but you know must be naughty. When her back is turned you start playing with pantyhose – you’d like to try them on. She catches you and now, like it or not, She’s going to dress you up like a little girl.
SISSY JAN'S TRAINING
Hi Veronika: Before I went away for a month, you sent my e-mail training. I have accomplished only some of it and have kept detailed notes as you instructed. I have bought many of the things required, but not all of them. I need a 2 hour session of discipline to teach me to complete all of your instructions in the future. After this session I am hoping to be a little bit afraid of you and to realize that completing my assigned tasks is easier than facing your consequences. I am hoping that you will stretch my limits a bit and even have made me cry like a sissy a little. The session should probably be structured to include both punishment and pain as well as severe humiliation. Here are my ideas:
PUNISHMENT
I should probably be made to cry a little like a sissy for not following your complete orders. You might start with a good caning/spanking but I don't think that this will be enough. Nipple torture accompanied by some form of penetration training could probably make me cry a little. (I will bring the nipple clamps with cock ring attachment that I bought.)
HUMILIATION
After filling my bladder and making me submit to a large enema, I may be forced to insert a tampon, or be put in diapers, or both, and taken for a short walk to the park. (You may decide to put just a hint of lipstick on me if you feel that I need extra humiliation.) I may not relieve myself or leak, without your permission, and you might scare me by telling me that I will not again be given any privacy when you do permit me relief. (This may be even more humiliating if you take your dog along. Of course she will be free to relieve herself whenever it suits her, but like your dog, I will be afforded no privacy.)
Making me get on all fours with my ass in the air like an animal, and having my prostate milked in a mechanical fashion. Of course you will force me to drink the production. After the prostate, you may have a butt plug (preferrably with a tail attached) inserted into my anus like an animal, while my testacles are then milked and drained, again in a mechanical, not sexual fashion, like a farm animal. The production will also be consumed. If you are disappointed about the production, you may humiliate me by asking about how often I have been masturbating and punish me for it. You might instruct me that I must improve for next time, and you may instruct me to buy a chastity device so that you can control my sexual releases. I need help in where to find one, and what kind you will expect me to wear for you.
I will bring the things that you instructed me to buy. Hopefully you will send me a second email before our subsequent meeting so that I know your expectations for the future. I will try and remind you of what we have done to date and who I am. I first started seeing you with you being a nurse giving me a physical in front of other girls (using ice). Because of my small penis, you told me that it would be easier to shrink my male genitals even more and to start growing small breasts, rather than to try enlarging my penis and remaining a male. After a canning, spanking, enema and diapers, I agreed with your plans to turn me into your female sissy party slut. You then started "penetration training" and began dressing me in female underwear. In the last session I prepaid you for some email training and will bring you the results from the first email. I have been totally turned on by our sessions and am ashamed to say that I now love cross dressing whereas I wasn't at all interested in it when we first started. I am ashamed and worried about where this will end. Luv Jan
HE THEN WROTE…………
Hi Veronika: It is almost 4 weeks since you disciplined me for two hours and I am just getting over my SHOCK!!!! Although I didn't enjoy it at the time, I now realize that I needed that session, and I know that I deserved it. I had become too cocky with you and you have now put me in my place. I was so humiliated by losing control of my bowels that I'm not sure if I can look you in the eyes ever again. I promise never to do that again, no matter how large my enema. I was so ashamed to have cried like a baby while being spanked by a woman and then to see my pink and red ass in the mirror when I got home. But the most humiliating and demeaning (and effective) procedure was being forced on all fours with my ass in the air and accessible, and having my prostate drained in a clinical and non sexual way by a woman. It is so discouraging for a man to see his cum drained and wasted. It not only ensures a pathetic ejaculation and orgasm for the next two days, but I am convinced that it sharply reduces a man's testosterone. After that, I felt so much less aggresive, more girly and effeminate. It made me realize that you have made me a sissy forever. I even think that my penis shrunk a little more after the prostate treatment and it is even smaller now. I was so ashamed that I forced myself to wear female underwear for a whole week afterwards. (I now have 7 pair of thongs and panties, although I still have only one bra). For 5 of the 7 days, I inserted a tampax as well so that I wouldn't get cocky again and forget my subservience to you. I have a few questions about how I should act with you now that I have been changed forever. I was hoping that you could direct and instruct me on the following with a short e-mail: (I will promptly book the next two hour session with you after my instructions from you.
-I now have two voices, a sissy girl voice and my old male voice. When should I use either? -How often am I expected to wear girls' underwear? Is it all right to wear men's underwear on the days that I go to the men's gym? I have to change and shower with the other men. I think they already talk about my small penis but I feel like such a sissy changing in front of them, especially when I am wearing a thong. Could I wear men's underwear more often if I agree to use a tampax and to keep it in , even when showering with the men? This would be easier for me than being seen in girls underwear. -Can I use urinals or do I have to sit to pee now? -Am I allowed to maturbate? If so, can I hold myself like a man, or must I use my new vibrator? If so, can I ejaculate and orgasm, or must I stop short in respect of my mistress, and remain frustrated all night? -If I am allowed to masturbate, can I continue to look at and fantasize about the beautiful Penthouse girls, or shold I be buying Sissy and Transvestite magazines that show husbands and boyfriends like me with a chastity device on their small member while the wife fucks another, much larger man? -Is there a proper way to eliminate the bulge when I wear a thong? It seems so unlady like? -What underwear should I wear to our next meeting? -Are there any other things that you want me to do before the meeting?
Veronika, you will find me much easier to deal with and compliant now. Could you please give me some direction because I need to book another appointment with you. I have now gone ten days without wearing female underwear and without a Tampax or a butt plug. I am starting to regain a little bit of male self confidence again and am worried that it will go too far. I am starting to believe that maybe my penis is big enough for ladies and that maybe I should try to be a man again. On the other I think that I am ready to become a girl if you insist in it. I know that once I lose my virginity, I will always be a girl. Could you pls e-mail me as soon as you can to clear up my confusions and I will book the next session of my training. xoxo Sissy Jan
DEEPLY ENTRENCHED IN 'HER' FETISH...
(Deliciously kinky, somewhat complex. Edited for length/clarity.)
Dear Mistress, here it is:
ROLE-PLAY
Mummy confronting the dirty boy about his inner thoughts, forcing the dirty boy through discipline to come clean and be truthful about who she(he) really is. Mummy then shows compassion and helps the little sissy to dress correctly. Through hypnotic suggestion, Mummy encourages the little sissy to take her medicine so she can grow up and one day if lucky the little sissy (Lana) will be a Mummy. Also desire guidance in breast-pumping…
PURPOSE
i am forty seven, caught between my own financial success as a man and my inner feminine desires – i’ve had a difficult time resolving this issue with my inner sissy. i desire a strong Mistress to guide my meager self to confront and resolve these issues.
through your compassion, i believe i can break through my own self imposed barriers and express my kink, it is through bdsm i think, that my own chains may be broken..
i desire Her help to sissify me through a combination physical and hypnotic techniques.
i desire assistance to get me to the next step: taking my medicines (hypnosis.) Herbs: Back on the Yasmin/Motilum(6. months)?? Or, back on the herbs, Fenugreek and Blessed Thistle?? Breast-Pumping: The heavier pumping of the Medula has caught my attention.
BACKSTORY
1) i want to be a giver of nourishment, knowledge, and perhaps a slight glimpse of the truth – i have a fixation on lactation by developing my own breasts to lactate. 2) my inner child desires to be held in my mothers bosom and suckle – i desire to be breastfed. 3) my feminine child has come out by my own experimentation with hormones & herbs, but i haven't had the courage to make the complete change though i know what is require to get there.
4) i am starting to become real comfortable in a 46B. i have clothes, but i wouldn’t say i am very good about it. So, i yearn for the proper instruction. In Your infinite kindness and compassion, maybe you should enlighten one so meager in what is the proper thing to be worn. P.S. i am going to the spa for a good waxing, manicure, pedicure, and facial the day before i leave.
